What's next in my career?
I've been pretty fortunate in my career so far. A few years ago, I was attending Web Designer conferences, learning more about HTML, Photoshop and Flash. At those conferences, I admired the speakers, the relationships they had with other speakers and how they really seemed to be enjoying the "speaking lifestyle." I thought to myself, "that's what I want to do."
Fast forward to today and I feel like I've accomplished everything I ever wanted to in my career. Now I'm experiencing an interesting state of mind. I don't really know what I want to do next. I'm certainly enjoying being a consultant and getting new gigs every 3-6 months, but I know if you want to make any real money as a consultant, you have to travel. When I say "real money", I mean $200-$300/hour, which equates to $400K-$600K/year. The problem with consulting is I don't want to travel. At all.
So I can continue being a consultant, making pretty good money, but I'm yearning for something more. I don't know what the "more" is, but I feel like I should have a plan for the next 5-10 years. I've had a couple of good offers for full-time jobs recently. The problem is that full-time employment generally doesn't appeal to me. The main reason is because I don't want to take a 50% pay cut. The second reason is because I tend to take 2-3 months off per year, and finally - I never seem to be that interested in the hiring company's mission statement.
The 2-3 months off is probably a misnomer because many of those weeks are for conferences, but I doubt I'd find a company that'd send me to conferences and pay for it.
On Monday, I was discussing this with a potential employer/client - and it hit me. I think I need to share my career aspirations with a full-time employer's to make it work. Since I'm at a point where I I don't know what my goals/desires are - it's pretty tough for me to see myself working for anyone but myself. What I do know is that it would drastically help if starting the company was my idea. The problem with this is I don't really have the motivation to start my own company right now. Sure I have Raible Designs and all, but to make real money as a non-consultant, I think you have to have a product. I could hire a bunch of consultants, but I don't really want to manage people - it seems like it'd be more fun to develop, ship and support product(s). Then I wouldn't have to travel at least.
This is all to say that I don't know what I'll do next in my career. Heck, I don't even know what I want to do. One things for sure though - my current gig is one of the best I've ever had. Awesome team, good rate, great location and super-easy commute. I think I'd be a fool to quit before my contract ends at the end of the year.
What are your career aspirations for the next 5 years? The next 10?
I decided to create a company which is only a half company. I have 3 big customers where i am doing projects and consultancy for, but i am also doing contract work like most others freelancers. I am trying to achieve what Paul Graham calls quite hard in http://www.paulgraham.com/start.html. I am now developing a full blown product for one of my customers as a project and try to sell this product afterwards. I am aware of the fact that its terribly hard to convert from a consultant based company to a product based one. The point is, you have to do both for a certain time, because i dont have external funding and to be honest, i dont want to invest the time to try to get some. Right now i am developing the mentioned product (as part of a project where the customer will get a license at the end) and doing minor consultancy things besides this. The point is, it must end anytime this year, because i virtually dont have any private life anymore.
Back to your original question what my career aspirations are. Of course it would be nice to achieve my goal to convert to a product based company. Feel free to post more things about your personal career aspirations, its pretty interessting to see what people do and why they change their mind and create new things in the business world.
Posted by Marc Logemann on March 31, 2005 at 08:13 AM MST #
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Posted by Cesidio on March 31, 2005 at 08:23 AM MST #
Matt,
I can't help but feel that by saying what you said, you said it ... but maybe you're missing the point?
Just in this entry, you've said that:
And those of us who've followed your blog for some time have seen you build your home, build your family and build your career.
You've done all these things, and now you're <q>yearning for something more</q>.
I'm one of those (few, it seems) people who do not believe that success is measured in $. Success is a state of mind, not bank balance. Success is the <em>feeling</em> you have when you've made $<em>n</em>, when you've got that lusted after gig/car/house/gadget or whatever ... and then it fades, and you're left looking for the <em>next</em> thing to succeed at, to keep the feeling topped up.
<strong>STOP!</strong>
You've tried all of that, it's great, but by your own admission you're still <q>yearning for more</q>. That's the nature of "success"; at the end of the day, you're never successful acheiving it!
So, try something different. Stop for a while, enjoy what you <em>already</em> have, think about what you've acheived in your <strong>whole</strong> life and what that really means to you. I'm sure you'll find, with deep enough reflection, is that what you <em>really</em> enjoy in life are the "little" things: your childrens' smiles, your wife's love, the sky at night, the smell of freshly mown grass, or whatever. It doesn't matter what it is, providing you give yourself enough time to be in the present, in the <em>now</em>, to really experience it.
What was the last thing you did that you <em>really</em> enjoyed? I think you posted a while back about a weekend with the wife and kids. If you think about that weekend for a bit, I think you'll remember that what was enjoyable about it was that you immersed yourself in it, you were <em>present</em>, in the moment, truly experiencing it. You didn't have anywhere else to go, anything else to do, so you stopped, focused in, and really <em>enjoyed</em> it.
I think, just by reading your blog, that your own experiences have been telling you what to do, where the next big thing is: it's right <em>here</em>, doing what you're doing!
I think by saying what you said, you said it! You enjoy doing what you're doing, it's the pursuit you enjoy, not the goal. So, enjoy it!
Cheers,
-Carl
PS: Sorry for the long post!
Posted by Carl on March 31, 2005 at 11:54 AM MST #
If I wanted to make more money, I could have stayed in the big rat-race (either staying in New York where I was or traveling around like you're talking about), but I decided that at this point in my life, what's important to me are my family and my friends. If I can afford to keep my family and me happy and I can afford to work from home and take a few weeks off here and there, then that's what I want to do. I'm sure I can make more money doing something else, but I'd rather spend those extra hours with my wife, my two boys, my other family and friends; a nice selection of scotch, wine, and beer; a great selection of music; and a computer in sleep mode.
I just realized I haven't really answered your question yet. My goals in the next 5-10 years are to keep working from home, to take lots of little breaks in the day to watch my children, to take lots of big breaks in the year to travel, to keep playing and listening to good music, and to keep teaching and learning.
Congratulations on all you've accomplished so far, good luck with the operation, and enjoy the sunshine!
Cheers,
- stuart
Posted by Stuart on March 31, 2005 at 01:09 PM MST #
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Posted by Jay on March 31, 2005 at 03:25 PM MST #
Interesting post. I live in Tucson AZ, which does not have the job market of Colorado where you live (near Denver right?). I've always wanted to live in Tucson. This is where I grew up (here Maryland and half a dozen other places.... My dad was in the Military, but this is where we finally landed when my dad retired).
It took me almost 10 years to get a good job in Tucson. I worked in the SF bay area for a while (7 years), and then three years in Phoenix AZ then back to SF for six months,... but finally Tucson. I got used to the SF rates. I took a job traveling when the job market here folded after the tech sector imploded. There were jobs but not at the rates I was used to. The market could not support it. Now that I have kids.... moving is not an option.
At first I traveled 50% of the time for two years (consulting and training). Then I decided to start my own consulting and training company with some friends (to avoid travel...HAH!). My travel went up to 80% (I only saw my family on the weekends for quite some time). Now I have scaled back quite a bit on travel. I take breaks between gigs. Also, I get some jobs where I can work from home. I take my family with me when I can as well.
I hire my friends. I work with some very talented folks.
I like living in Tucson. Travel is part of the deal. I like being a principal in a company and making key decisions. We also want to migrate to a product company one day. Currently, our only product is courseware. Even with that we get a lot of business (too much?). I am about to start a longer term gig (six months) with some really cool partners. The project will use JSF/Hibernate/Spring.
I enjoy what I do. My plan is to convert to a product company (this year is on the plan, but I have my doubts). I even have investors lined up who want to invest if I need it. Having worked for many startups, I prefer not to use investors. I prefer to grow a company based on revenue. It is hard enough to keep customers and employees happy....Keeping investors happy is a full time job. I don't want someone who made their money on coin operated laundry machines telling me how to run a software company. I digress.
My goal is to always be my own boss. This means I have to be more than a developer. I have to do some technical sales, contract negotiations, marketing, etc. I like the mix. Maybe one day we will be large enough so I can just focus on being a developer or a dev manager.
I actually enjoy managing teams of developers and think I am good at it. I enjoy motivating a team to finish tough projects. I was director of developement at a software company once. It was a blast. We really turned things around and created a great environment to work. At that same company, I got a chance to work with some real visionaries (no name dropping).
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Posted by John Tangney on March 31, 2005 at 07:14 PM MST #
I usually read through a few blogs passively trying to grab tidbits of useful info without commenting but I got to comment here.
"This is your life, it doesn't get any better than this. This is your life, and it's ending one minute at a time." - (Fight Club)
Get a grip! You sound like your going on 50 but your almost 31. You probably make at least 4 times the national average salary @ $36,764 a year. I bet if you stay on par with your last few years you?ll surpass $200k annually well inside of 4 years
Now bring on some antipatterns. We need to know what doesn?t work.
Posted by Travis on March 31, 2005 at 07:41 PM MST #
Do what other people did in your similar position, which is a common offering from sillicon valley high tech companies to their very top technical contributors, full or partial salary included:
Take one sabbatical year.
And what are you going to do?
* Fulfill your childhood dreams!
* Switch to a totally different career
* Participate in volunteer programs
For this, my inspiration is Nathan Myhrvold, who left his Microsoft CTO job in June '99 to go digging for dinosaurs!
After that he founded his highly speculative company
Posted by R. Robles on April 01, 2005 at 01:20 AM MST #
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Posted by Jamiel Sheikh on April 04, 2005 at 02:34 PM MDT #
One quote I really like is about people haven't found meaning in lives. (Though I think you have lots of meanings in your life already Matt, it's just you may not realise how valuable they are compared to what's next in career). I search google for the quote <a href="http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&lr=&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla%3Aen-US%3Aofficial&q=%22people+haven%27t+found+meaning+in+their+lives%22&btnG=Search ">http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&lr=&client=firefox-a&rls=org.mozilla%3Aen-US%3Aofficial&q=%22people+haven%27t+found+meaning+in+their+lives%22&btnG=Search
And found this web site which lists some of the best quotes from Morrie Schwartz about what's important in life: http://mbledug.com/lontar/morrie.jsp.
Hope the quotes can be enlightening :).
And one last thing, Matt, always remember that you have been doing great with your family. What's next in your career is what you have at the moment.
Posted by Tom Ticualu on April 08, 2005 at 01:29 PM MDT #